But now it's Sunday and I have time to write and I'm feeling super motivated! So instead of a long blog post, I'm going to give you a teaser from Birching His Bride and I'm going to get my ass writing!:
One year later Edwin
saw a very different Eleanor at her come-out ball than he had before that
fateful day when he'd witnessed her birching. She looked every inch the
presentable young lady, demure and well-mannered, although Hugh said that she
occasionally still received a spanking for minor infractions. There seemed to
be a spark in her pretty sapphire eyes though, as she surveyed the young men of
the ballroom, like a huntress surveying her prey. Edwin found himself
intrigued, and not just because of the memory of her rosy, beaten buttocks,
although of course that was part of it.
Since that time he'd found one or two ladies that were intrigued by having a
spanking to their bare bottoms, and he'd found that it had aroused him more
than ever before. But, of course, the ladies had to be willing and it wasn't
quite the same as a true punishment. Once he'd caught one of his maids
stealing from him and instead of turning her out he'd let her stay on after
receiving a personal birching from him. The discipline had aroused both of them
so much that he'd broken one of his cardinal rules and taken her right then and
there. Normally he left the staff alone, having learned his lesson from the
first time he'd made one of the maids his mistresses and the disruption it had
caused in the household. Collette wasn't his mistress though, there had been
that one time and she had gone on to be married about a year later to a footman
in a neighboring household. Edwin rather envied the lucky man.
Lately his own
thoughts had turned to marriage. His parents were ensconced firmly in the
countryside, but that didn't stop his mother from sending him constant letters
inquiring as to the steps he was taking to find a wife. After all, he was her
only child and if something were to happen to him then the title would go to a
distant cousin. The last few letters his mother had sent had hinted at
coming to London herself to offer her assistance. Considering how much
either of his parents hated to leave the country, he didn't want her to feel as
though that was necessary.
Now, tonight at this ball, he realized what he had been waiting for this past
year. The milk and water misses held no allure for him, despite the fact
that many of them were quite beautiful, they all bored him. He wanted a
different kind of marriage. Not one where with he would have to respectfully
knock on her door, request admittance, and then make boring, gentle love to,
but a wife that could be disciplined and then fucked. A wife like Collette's
lucky husband had. Eleanor would make a splendid future Countess, she'd
been hovering in the back of his mind constantly ever since he'd seen her
birched. Of course, her late coming out also caused a bit of gossip, but
he didn't care about that. And the spark in her eye indicated that perhaps her
father had not entirely tamed the spoiled hoyden. Edwin would much rather
she not be entirely tamed, after all, then he would have no chance to
discipline her himself.
Although they hadn't spent much time together
recently, and he had seen for himself what sharp-tongued brat Eleanor had
turned into during that time, he also knew what she had been like before she
turned spoiled. He knew that she had once followed Hugh, Wesley and
himself around practically begging for attention, trailing her doll Rose along
with her everywhere she went. He knew that she'd worn pink for two years
straight and refused to put on a dress in any other color. He remembered when
she'd found some neighbors boys bullying one of the village girls and had given
the little girl Rose to play with, after driving the boys off with nothing more
than her own indomnitable spirit. At that point he'd kept a sharp eye out
in case one of them had wanted to retaliate against Eleanor, but the boys had
the wits enough to realize that it was best to leave the eight year old and her
new six year old friend alone. There was sweetness still inside of her, he
believed, it was just buried deep down.
Deciding that he might as well get to know this new Eleanor so that he could
make an informed decision, Edwin crossed to her side of the room.
"Lady Harrington," he greeted her mother with a slight bow, smiling
his most charming smile. "Lady Eleanor."
"Lord Hyde, you rogue," Lady Harrington said with a smile.
"You've been staring at my Eleanor here for the past fifteen minutes and
you're only just now coming to talk?"
"I was too arrested by the sight of her beauty," he said smoothly,
"and have only just now found my tongue again. You are looking
particularly lovely tonight Lady Eleanor." In fact, the rose pink of her
gown was quite nice with her blonde hair and fair looks, and it put him in mind
of the first rosy color her buttocks had turned when her father began to spank
her. The neckline was low but not immodest, in fact it was almost demure
compared to some of the gowns other women in the room were wearing. He was
quite sure that he had seen Eleanor eying them enviously. Obviously still
wanting things that her father said she couldn't have.
"Since you have found your tongue again, one would think that you would
use it for something other than the usual banal compliments," Eleanor said
a little waspishly. He hid a smile. Not because he wasn't offended at her
brash remark, but because it was obvious she still had some of her spirit and
that a husband would have ample opportunity to discipline her if she couldn't
get her own tongue under control.
"Eleanor!" said her mother in scandalized tones, snapping her fan
against her daughter's wrist. "You are being quite rude. Please do forgive
her, my Lord." She fluttered her eyes at him.
The lady's mouth puckered mulishly. "It's just Edwin, mother. We've known
him forever."
Smiling genially at Lady Harrington, Edwin turned a more rakish look on
Eleanor. One that she wouldn't have seen on his face before, because he'd never
turned his flirtatious charm on his friend's sister. They had not recently
spent much time in each other's company until now, despite the length of their
association. After all, her father hadn't deemed her fit for polite society
until now, and obviously he had been deceived if this was an example of her
behavior! She still had the same sharp tongue from he’d always known, perhaps
because she did not find him intimidating. Looking at her through
half-lidded eyes, he leaned in closer and his smiled broadened as she inhaled
sharply, looking up at him in consternation.
In truth, Eleanor was quite intimidated by Lord Hyde, which is why she so often
sharpened her tongue on him, as if she had something to prove. He was
very tall, very muscular and very good looking, and having him in such close
proximity to her, with her mother teasing him about staring at her, had pushed
aside all the society masks she'd created over the past couple of years.
The number of spankings and birchings had subsided as she'd started bowing to
her father's demands and wishes, no matter how much she chafed over his unfair
rules. After all, look at the number of young debutantes here with much more
bosom showing than herself, in finer fabrics and with better jewelry! This was
her coming out ball and she should have shone; instead she was stuck in a dress
that catered to her father's stupid and old-fashioned ideals.
Over the past year she'd learned to keep her thoughts to herself, to pretend to
be satisfied with her father's demands, and to show herself as the perfect
little society miss. It was all part of her plan to remove herself from
her father's strict household as soon as possible, once she was a wife she
could do as she pleased, buy all the clothes and fripperies that she wanted,
and her husband would shower her with expensive jewelry. Eleanor knew exactly
what she wanted in a husband - a man who loved her to distraction. She'd
seen the way her parents' marriage worked; her mother loved her father
unconditionally and bowed to his every wish. That's exactly what Eleanor
wanted but in reverse. There was no need for her to fall in love and she
had no intention of doing so. She wasn't sure whether or not her father
loved her mother, although she felt fairly certain that he cared for her at
least. The person who was not in love had the power and that's what
Eleanor wanted, a comfortable life with a man who would worship her and lavish
gifts upon her.
Already she'd flirted
with several young men who would do quite nicely. Lord Kilcairn had practically
tripped over himself to be the first to secure a dance with her, the second son
of the Marquess of Salisbury had begged to supply her with a lemonade and the
young Earl of Cawdor had promised to talk to his aunt, Lady Cowper, about
securing her permission to waltz. There were plenty of other men in the
room looking at her with admiring puppyish eyes that she hadn't even spoken to
yet, although she knew she would soon. Perhaps she'd even let a few of them
take her out on the terrace and kiss her. After all, her debut had come
after most of her friends' and so she had some catching up to do - all of them had
been kissed at least once.
Lord Hyde was
certainly not on her list of possible husbands. He was too large, too
intimidating, too disturbing. The way he looked at her made her feel like he was
undressing her with those unfathomable dark eyes; they were admiring of her but
there was nothing puppy-like about it. Tonight he was looking
particularly fine in a light grey coat that set off his dark hair and eyes and
emphasized his shoulders, breeches that molded themselves to his muscular legs,
and a charcoal waistcoat that hugged his masculine figure. The slightly amused
and yet somehow intense expression on his face did nothing to soothe her
anxiety around him; the roguish smile that he gave her only affirmed her
wariness of him, but it also made her insides tighten in the most inexplicable
way.
"I could never deny a request from you Lady Harrington," he said, in
that smooth, deep voice of his. Shivers ran up her spine and she could feel
gooseflesh breaking out all over her body. She didn't remember him ever
having quite this effect on her before. It was incredibly unnerving. Had he
ever looked at her quite that way before? "However, I do believe that
apologies are more appreciated coming from the source of the offense."
He looked at her
expectantly.
A sharp retort was on the tip of her tongue when she saw her father approaching
out of the corner of her eye. Immediately she bowed her head, knowing that her
mother wouldn't say anything to her father about her misbehavior if only she
could apologize and change the topic before he came within earshot.
"Please forgive me, my lord," she said in a mild, soft tone, giving a
small curtsy. "I'm afraid that I am overly excited by the importance
of this evening and temporarily lost my head."
"Of course," said Lord Hyde. She peeked up at him through her lashes,
wondering at the tone in his voice. Was he amused by her? Fury pinked her
cheeks, but she couldn't say anything because her father had just reached their
group. He exchanged greetings with Lord Hyde and asked if Edwin would
call on him the next day. Having agreed to do so, Lord Hyde then turned
and asked Eleanor for a dance.
With her father watching she couldn't do anything but say yes, as graciously as
possible. Once on the dance floor she kept on her smooth social mask,
finding it the only defense she had against Lord Hyde's probing eyes and heated
glances. He even flirted with her when they were close enough to speak,
commenting on the lovely flush of her cheeks, the way her blue eyes shone like
jewels and one about how the color of her dress complemented her complexion,
his eyes dipping down to observe her creamy breasts. Beneath the fabric of her
dress she could feel her nipples pucker and she found herself suddenly
breathless. His words were not inappropriate, but his meaning was quite clear
and made her glad, for the first time that evening, that her gown had a modest
neckline.
All in all, other than those moments with Lord Hyde, Eleanor's come-out was
deemed a success by both her and her parents. Her mother was happy
because everything had gone smoothly, her father was happy because Eleanor had
behaved - her mother neglected to inform him of his daughter's behavior with
Lord Hyde and the walk on the terrace she'd taken with the Earl of Cawdor, and
Eleanor was happy because she'd begun her campaign on two eligible young
gentleman who seemed suitably malleable and easily infatuated. She was
quite sure that removing herself from her parent’s house and into a pampered
marriage, where she could return to the lifestyle she'd formerly led before her
father took such an interest in her upbringing, would commence by the end of
the Season.
Putting
on her most flirtatious smile, she turned her efforts for the night into
finding her a malleable husband as soon as possible.
Yes, birching the bride would be a pleasure for Edwin. If Eleanor would become his wife, their wedding night, would be a most blushing one indeed. For her bare bottom would blush most vividly, with a good caning, and birching.
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