My Fetishes

So, I realized that this is something that I occasionally gloss over or mention, but I've never really gone into.  My personal fetishes.  A lot of them crop up in my stories, although sometimes I also write about fetishes that don't actually interest me and sometimes I haven't really written much about my fetishes at all.

#1 is definitely bondage and domination.  I would say, out of all of the characters I've written, Adam and Angel in Stronghold are definitely the closest to having the aspects that I like.  Which, isn't too surprising since they started off being based on Hubby and I, but there are a few differences.  I'm really not into role-play.  It makes me giggle.  I loved writing the scenes for Liam & Hilary, and the brief role-play scene for Adam & Angel, and I found it sexy to write them... but I can't do them IRL. 

Another thing is, I will occasionally get a little dominant myself.  Not very often, but it happens.  I do own a strap-on and I have used it.  Which leads to my next big fetish.

Anal.  Both giving and receiving.  It's more of a fascination than anything else.  Anal-play is just as enjoyable to me as anal sex, in a completely different way.  For one, it doesn't hurt as much.  Sometimes I'm a little more in the mood for a bit of pain than others.  I like feeling the struggle during anal sex, but I also like anal play because it's not really a struggle and it feels good and full and naughty.  I like giving because I like to watch.

I'm definitely a voyeur.  Maybe a little bit of an exhibitionist, but more a voyeur than anything else.  If I was in a room where people were getting it on, I wouldn't be the one looking away or making awkward jokes because I was uncomfortable, or telling them to stop.  Nope.  I'd be the creepy kid sitting in the corner, watching.  I like watching.  Which is probably why I like writing and reading, and why I prefer stories written in the third person.  When I read, I don't read individual words.  I read really fast, because the words come together to make a picture in my head and it's almost like watching a movie - that's how I interpret words.  So, reading for me, creates those pictures and it's like I'm watching two people get it on.  And it's hot.  When I write, it's similar.  There's a movie playing in my head, and I'm just doing my best to write out all the details about what's happening.

Pain... not so much.  I put my characters through so much more than I would enjoy.  But I like watching it happen to them.  I'm probably a bit of a sadist, although really I think it more goes back to the voyeurism thing and just enjoying watching.  But I'm a little bit of a masochist too.  Spankings, nipple clamps (that aren't too mean), floggers... those are all things that turn me on IRL.  A cane or clover clamps would probably send me running.  

I like reading about  age-play, but I'm not sure how I would deal with either of those in real life.  Heh.  Says the woman who still sleeps with her teddy bear.  Anyway.  Sometimes the human cow stories, puppy-play, pony-play stories and bimbofication stories turn me on too, but I think that has more to do with the alpha male characters than anything else.  That and the voyeurism thing again.  

So yeah.  I think that about covers it.  =)  Feel free to ask questions about me/stories at any time!